Although it's bygone,

What shit, I STILL WANT TO RANT RANT RANT HERE.

Oh come on, how do i know that it will turn out like this. I called mum when im on my way home after training, asking if she did cook y dinner, and she said ' 300 dollars. jialat liao. Your phone bill.'
My brain went blank, Fuck it. 300$ ?>! Alot leh. Plus i really didn't use. :(
Knowing that dad willl go crazy and scream at me when i reach home. So i withdraw 200bucks. ( cos bill after 100$, muz ownself pay)

When i reached home, he dont even bother to open the door for me. And ask me, 'why so expensive?!' I kept quiet. Mummy shouted from the kitchen to ask dad to open the door two times. THE SECOND TIME THEN HE OPEN OH PLS.
I glanced at the bill paper, and sigh. He started to rised his vol. And i just say, HOW I KNOW AH. JUST TAKE MONEY AND PAY LA. ( I placed the two hundreds on the table )

Just imagine, i was carrying all my softball stuffs back home from tiring training and walking back from mrt, cos i went to pass something on my behalf of my cousin.
And you dont even want to ask probably. OF COS I will start to tear when you rised ya vol. what.
After cooling myself, i went out to eat dinner. But he asked. You this whole week go where? Go sch ah? Then i shake my head. and mummy answered. 'yes la. in sch having softball la. She bad -mood alr still ask. '
I cant stand, and i scared i tear infront of them. So i just take my plate and went in the room.

shag shag. I know daddy dont earn much. And my family isn't rich. And daddy work hard to give us a good life. But. I should be unhappy than him what. I need to foke out from my savings leh. He think i wont guity meh. He think i so stupid meh. He so dont trust me one. :(
I study so hard for fuck ah. This feeling is back after such a long time. Tearing when im bathing.
This situation only happened when i was receiving my report book and i always dont scored well, and felt guilty about.

200$ I also know alot. I can buy branded bag liao leh. I can go shopping like rich mad babe. But what to do...

Adrian talked to me. And, cheer me up and tell me to call Singtel. Actually i was super upset till i didn't bother. But. after thinking. Maybe the person can help me.
So i decided to call as i also want to cancel the bloody GPRS. So i did. And i ask the operater, if he could help me.

In conclusion, he gave me a helping hand, and reduce the amount by 100$.
Sigh. Just my luck!

Sorry for such bloody shag problem in my blog! I wanted to gave it a beautiful post today.

Anyw, ive found a job. Therefore. im rather busy. sorry girls. ><